I got carried away with the wine-drinking last night, which has resulted in me --
1) having to take a pill and a 2-hour nap today, 2) having to apologize to someone who was trying to talk to me about something serious, which I drunkenly diverted, making it look like I didn't give a shit, and worse, like I was attacking what she was putting forward. And if that wasn't bad enough, when I tried to recover and bring it back to her, I ended up making it all about me!
Needless to say, I am not very pleased with myself today, so am laying low. I am enjoying listening to a group I am just discovering - COCOROSIE. I am reading the latest New Yorker, which is not so great. I am making spagetti. I am feeling the cold, darkness and gravity of fall. Summer's over.
3 comments:
Don't be too hard on yourself Ags. I'm sure it seems worse than it was.
I have had days like that, full of self-condemnation and misery and guilt. I feel for you with my whole heart Aggie.
Thank you both.
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